Between the Sheets

It's a movie -
And I act; I'm a performer
I play the person they want me to be -
I know all the characters
Because I've played them all.
But who is the actor?
When can I play myself?
I don't even know who I am...

-Jackee

Black and White Innocence

She slowly uncovers her unrealistic disguise
While sitting alone in a dark corner, on the hard, cold floor
A single, innocent tear falls down her narrow, white, shameful face
She'll keep wiping away the useless tears
As continually they fall
-Jackee

WATERFALL

I sit in a world only known to me. A world of animosity, weakness, shame, guilt, and sadness. They fill my mind - trap me. It runs through my veins with the blood. It comes out of my mouth like a waterfall; so fast and so furious. Nothing can stop it. It hurts the people down below. It can't be stopped. It doesn't shut off. What am I suppose to do? I can't contain it all. I can't hold back any longer. It's time. It needs to be heard. The dam has broken.

-Jackee

I AM

Sadness has become me
It has engulfed my soul
Taken over my mind
Pain doesn't hurt me
I am numb from all
From all the things that try to hurt me
I can't fall anymore
The bottom is above me
I hate the truth
I hate reality
Mask it
Hide all the feelings
Don't let the sadness show
He must never know
She is weak
So ashamed of what I have become

-Jackee

How Will it End?

What is wrong with me?
Who is this person I've come to hate?
When did it all begin?
Where has she gone?
Why do I do what I do?
How will it end?
-Jackee

Deep Within My Thoughts

deep within
my thoughts
hold dark secrets
secrets of death
wicked death
hatred, anger
what a terrible
sin...
the blackness
of the deep
within

-Jackee

Gathering Darkness

Gathering Darkness

darkness - confusion - it's like fog that gathers in my head - clouds my view of what things really are - of how they're suppose to be - I see things through a thick sea of smog - it's hard to tell what is real - what is right - what is good - what is bad - the pain is so strong - I pray to God for strength - it helps - but then the fear sets in again - it outweighs all - I can't see clear anymore - gathering darkness

-Jackee

This Was Fun

Another layout for another scrapbooking challenge that I'm in.



This challenge was to use up your scraps. 85% of the layout had to be scraps. I made the page from all scraps; used leftover letters and even a "throw-away" picture that was in the discard pile.

Prince of Pout

This is a layout I just finished for ANOTHER challenge where you had to use 15 or more buttons. TA-DUH!

Scrappin'

A scrapbook layout for another challenge that I'm in. The challenge was to cut out the main person/people in the picture and make it the center of a layout.


Mommy & Me

My mommy cuddles me,
kisses me, hugs me and misses me.

Pampers me, praises me;
always amazes me.

Washes my clothes for me;
tickles my toes for me.

Giggles and talks with me
and goes on walks with me.

Says "sweet dreams" to me;
sings cute songs to me,

I’m so glad she belongs to me!

Nine Words That Women Use and Men Should Know

*Men should print this list for future reference.

NINE WORDS WOMEN USE

(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are
right and you need to shut up.

(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour.
Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more
minutes to do whatever it is that you're doing before helping around the house.

(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and
you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end
in fine.

(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

(5) Loud Sigh: This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement
often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot
and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you
about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

(6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can
make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before
deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question it, or faint. Just
say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless
she says "Thanks a lot" - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you
at all. DO NOT say "you're welcome" ... that will bring on a "whatever").

8) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning
this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is
now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking "What's
wrong?" For the woman's response refer to # 3.

9) Whatever: You're basically... screwed!