Wednesday, March 05, 2008

Psalms 119:143

"Trouble and anguish have taken hold on me: yet thy commandments are my delights."

I LOVE THIS

"Sometimes we get caught in squalls and storms and things don't do the way we think they should, even when we think we have done right. But God can find us in the eye of the storm and give us courage to swim in rough waters. We learn lessons from storms that we cannot learn from calm seas." -John H. Groberg

Negatives

"Fear is that little darkroom where negatives are developed." -John Pritchard

Faith

"Where doubt and uncertainty are, there, faith is not, nor can it be. For doubt and faith do not exist in the same person at the same time." -Joseph Smith

My Handsome

Ever since I started combing Landon's hair I have always finished by saying, "You're so handsome, just like Daddy." After awhile I would just get to, "You're so handsome" and he'd cut in "Just like Daddy?" He would just beam knowing he was as handsome as his dad.

The other day, I had just combed his hair and he went to get his bag for school. I ran back into the bathroom to brush my teeth and when I came back out he was sitting by the front door with a pout.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"I'm sad," he said, "I lost my handsome."

I noticed that his hair was a little messy and while I straightened it out I assured him that his handsome was still there.

About a week later it was a little cold and windy outside and as we were heading out the door again for school he stopped me.

"Mom, no, I can't go outside! The wind will blow my handsome away!"

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

Mike Huckabee's Action Steps to Higher Ground

These are my favorites:

1. Read the Bible more; blogs less.
2. Listen to more music and less talk radio.
3. Do volunteer work with the impoverished, disabled, or ill.
4. Write letters of praise to total strangers you read about who do wonderful things.
5. Practice "Random Acts of Kindness."
6. Don't use profanity.
7. Attend worship service every week.
8. Always say "Thank you."
9. Never ask for anything without saying "Please."
10. Never miss a musical performance or school play your child is involved in.
11. Volunteer to help out in at least one school activity per year.
12. Don't smoke - PERIOD!
13. Exercise a minimum of three times per week, at least thirty minutes per session.
14. Never litter!
15. Recycle.
16. Take steps to prevent being a victim of crime.
17. Donate a tithe or more to your church.
18. Write a letter to the editor.
19. Visit historical sites or museums.
20. Take the family on an old-fashioned picnic.
21. Don't watch TV during dinner.
22. Take a course at your community college.
23. Pray before meals.
24. Travel abroad.
25. Make a to-do list everyday.

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Between the Sheets

It's a movie -
And I act; I'm a performer
I play the person they want me to be -
I know all the characters
Because I've played them all.
But who is the actor?
When can I play myself?
I don't even know who I am...

-Jackee

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Black and White Innocence

She slowly uncovers her unrealistic disguise
While sitting alone in a dark corner, on the hard, cold floor
A single, innocent tear falls down her narrow, white, shameful face
She'll keep wiping away the useless tears
As continually they fall
-Jackee

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

WATERFALL

I sit in a world only known to me. A world of animosity, weakness, shame, guilt, and sadness. They fill my mind - trap me. It runs through my veins with the blood. It comes out of my mouth like a waterfall; so fast and so furious. Nothing can stop it. It hurts the people down below. It can't be stopped. It doesn't shut off. What am I suppose to do? I can't contain it all. I can't hold back any longer. It's time. It needs to be heard. The dam has broken.
-Jackee

Monday, February 25, 2008

I AM

Sadness has become me
It has engulfed my soul
Taken over my mind
Pain doesn't hurt me
I am numb from all
From all the things that try to hurt me
I can't fall anymore
The bottom is above me
I hate the truth
I hate reality
Mask it
Hide all the feelings
Don't let the sadness show
He must never know
She is weak
So ashamed of what I have become


-Jackee

How Will it End?

What is wrong with me?
Who is this person I've come to hate?
When did it all begin?
Where has she gone?
Why do I do what I do?
How will it end?
-Jackee

Deep Within My Thoughts

deep within
my thoughts
hold dark secrets
secrets of death
wicked death
hatred, anger
what a terrible
sin...
the blackness
of the deep
within

-Jackee

Gathering Darkness

Gathering Darkness

darkness - confusion - it's like fog that gathers in my head - clouds my view of what things really are - of how they're suppose to be - I see things through a thick sea of smog - it's hard to tell what is real - what is right - what is good - what is bad - the pain is so strong - I pray to God for strength - it helps - but then the fear sets in again - it outweighs all - I can't see clear anymore - gathering darkness

-Jackee